You may look at my life from a distance and see that it look good, that I have everything in order, but sometimes I feel this is not the case. I do have some things working out right now, school and work and certs and shoulder recovery. Yet I'm definitely lacking something, missing something.
I was told for the hundredth time last night that I don't show emotion. I guess I don't see the reason to get worked up about things that seem fickle and that just create drama. Then again I was probably getting into a relationship that didn't need to be gotten into. All well, you lose some too.
I really want to rework this, but here's what I have so far:
Walk Away
Close your eyes so I can turn away. I won’t glance back. I’m too afraid.
The repercussions that drive us to that point where all I can do;
Is take the only option out, I have to walk away.
Close the door behind me and bolt it quickly shut;
One more separation to keep me walking away.
Forget me and all my nots. Slowly fade those memories.
And please close the blinds after I stand by the drive way.
Because if I look back and see you watching me,
I just won’t walk. I’ll stand there anyway.
8/24/2010
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